| Location | Rendlesham, Suffolk |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 11/09/2008 |
| Date of Death | 11/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,015 since 15/11/2008 |
| Creator |
My beautiful twin Angels. I carried them inside me for thirteen precious weeks.
Jac and Aiden - You were very much wanted, and well planned. After an early loss at 6 weeks I really expected things to be okay, and the severe morning sickness gave me the thoughts that everyhing was.
I will never forget the day that I had my dating scan - I was very nervous because of all the problems your big sister, Faith Aimee had when we had her scan... But I thought, to get to 2nd Trimester, that everything would be okay.
I was rather large for 13 weeks - I didn't know till this point that there was 2 of you inside me, so that had explained it. And I was having to wear my special maternity jeans all the time.
The lady asked me how certain I was of my dates, which I was. And then she said that you were only measuring eight weeks. You had passed away and mummy didn't even know that anything was wrong. I still had very bad morning sickness. I'd not had cramps, spotting or any form of discomfort. My body still thought that you were doing okay, so was rapidly growing to accommodate you.
I didn't think to ask for a photo of you.
It was such a sad day, but I will always love you, so will daddy, and nannie and Grandad and your big sister Faith, as well as your two other Angel siblings who are now taking care of you for me, along with your Great Great Auntie Gwen, Great Auntie Carole, Great Uncle Peter and your Great Nannie.
Lots of love my precious little Angels. xxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
We heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So we're sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if we’ll celebrate
Our Birthday (way up here).
We know you’re missing me today
We feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for us,
He told us with a wink.
He’d ordered us a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for us,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
We’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angels xxx
An Angel Never Dies - Author Unknown
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
But something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,
Some day we will embrace.
You’ll hear “that it was meant to be”
God doesn’t make mistakes,
But that won’t soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face, and kiss my lips,
And you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An Angel never dies.
With love from your precious Angel xxxxxx
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A MOTHERS LOVE
I didn't have to look into your eyes
to fall in love with you,
I didn't have to hear you cry
to know you loved me too,
I didn't need to hold your hands
to cherish you always,
Within my womb we shared our hearts.
You touched my soul,
You sweetened my spirit,
You gave me memories i will always hold so very dear.
Yes my heart aches since you departed so soon,
But a mothers love does not end with death,
For you are my children,
My love is forever yours
Sleep well my handsome Angels
I never even got to meet you both properly, but I jut want you to know that mummy, daddy and your big siter Faith love you VERY VERY much and we will never forget you.
I hope you are playing in the clouds with all your new Angel friends. And be nice to mummys old horse, Darcy, and make sure you give Cindy a hug and remember she likes her whiskers being tickled.
We love you so much my sweet little tiny twins. xxxxx
Im so very sorry!
I have a grop I made to help heal, to help new mothers that has lost there babies, come by and check it out. Its just now open so its starting to take off.
http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/Our_beloved_Angels/
Stop by and join, you will met other mothers in the same pain, and it helps to talk
I hope to seeyou there!
Tiffany
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